2009/10/03 (��) 21:30

i know they'll never understand
this shit inside my head
i know these thoughts are right..
although no one sees them as i do..

and i know i dont belong here
i was not made to feel
i was not made to keep people with me
and i know ill be like this forever

i thought i surfaced it a long time ago
but the truth is that
i'm still as wrong as before

and i know ill die soon,
because all my life
ive been about to die..
i tend to die more than most of the people
and i guess ill be thankful
because i never really fit

so ill just try to act
as anybody else..
ill try to forget my own will
ill try not to demand what i want from people
and accept them just as they are
but since i cant
get rid of my own feelings
ill just ignore it all
and ill just get away from them as time passes
as always
but.. yes i wont say anything
ill just keep this for myself
until i die
with all my thoughts.